reclining in my chair, I’m falling
I’m trying to sit still but my mind is racing.
it’s throwing me off balance, and i’m falling again, so I close my eyes to make it stop...
which doesn’t work as well as I had hoped.
my eyes don’t focus for shit anyway (recent side-effect of god-knows what) so I might as well keep them closed... might as well sit here and stare into the insides of my head, my thoughts doing hula hoops around my brain stem....
my medulla oblongata?
my nucleus cuneatus?
it’s 2300 hours...